I’m so FANGIRLING right now!
Like a lonely seabird, you’ve been away from me too long, oh too long……………..
I have never felt more alone,
being surrounded by people,
I have never felt more free,
being isolated and alone.
Although I am seeking companionship,
when ever I hold it close,
it repulses me the most.
We’re not ‘hot young talent’, we’re the most disposable, and once disposed of we’ll probably have to work for free again. Britain’s brutally uncertain jobs market is the perfect clammy breeding ground for a mid-twenties crisis.
Sometimes I don’t know what will be. Where will I belong. Which country will I live in.
All this pressure that is put on you to make a decision about settling down, starting a life and earn your retirement pension.
People don’t seem to see: I want to live my life. Be free. Be inspired. Be reckless. Make decisions about tomorrow, tomorrow. Experience. Breath. Think. Enjoy this moment we call life.
To have stories for my grandchildren about thinks I have seen and stories I believe in, and not just some old set phrase they have heard a hundred times before.
But I know that dream will fate. Because eventually I will have to give up and integrate myself in a society I don’t believe in and live a life I despise, become a part of the greater good.
A bright future to look forward to.
But until then I will dream and
walk into the wild.
Not all those who wander are lost
Im neither happy or sad its over but I am ready to move on.
Live, Love, Laugh, Travel, Enjoy, Relax
…. 105 days to go….
A beautiful man with such beautiful sounds
I don’t consider myself a pessimist. I think of a pessimist as someone who is waiting for it to rain. And I feel soaked to the skin.